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Friday noting musings.

So I have managed to make it to the end of the week, but its not over just yet. Despite some setbacks I have ran the show quite well I feel like. I have one more day to go though. I need to get new tires, clean, order among the standard of running today’s route.

Gabby and I had a ton of fun last night, we made a fantastic meal of porkchops, baked potatoes, roasted cabbage and rolls. Om nom nom. Followed by some stand up and drinking. To top it all off we had some fantastic sex too. Its nice tio be back in the saddle. The beginning of this week had me distracted so we were laying off doin’ the dirty haha.

Anyways, this weekend we have a date planned and other general fun, the only thing I am scared to do is follow through on the promise to start working on my credit/debt. They don’t teach you this crap in highschool or college or else I would have been more careful, but with my current state of disarray my credit score is in the toilet. You can’t take any big steps as adults without good credit. The silver lining is that I am young and have time to fix it, also I wasn’t in school for too long.

I am trying to see it as another chance to prove myself, but its feeling very david and goliath currently. However my dad used to tell me “How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.”

I’m all scatterbrained this morning.

So in my infinite wisdom I forgot to send in my tcomm for work last night, so I am waiting around for it to finish this morning. I woke up at 4:30, about 30 minutes early, but instead of just getting up my sleep brain said “You can totally catch another sleep cycle, just add some time to that alarm, bro!” So I added an hour and a half apparently. If I would have just gotten up I would already be on my way. Boo. Dumb Brock. Anyways I am waiting on my tcomm to finish then I am going to head out. Today I have no new stops its just a matter of running through the motions, so I should be out at a normal-ish time. We’ll see. Tomorrow I have to get new tires and clean the truck then get it detailed. Once I do all that its the weekend, yay! This week has been stressful, I like the new stops I got but it’s a lot to bite off I feel and has me anxious.

Anyways, I am going to eat this nanner and read about this new novella from rothfuss, I don’t know if I want to read it yet. Its been called Kingkiller Chronicles 2.5… hmm…


A real comment I received on an essay shout out to my professor for proving academics, too, can be fuckboys

Can someone please explain to me why its bad for a male to defend himself with the “not all men” concept? I mean the same argument can be said in reverse for women. “All women are moody on their periods!” Not all women… Or “All men politicize women!” Not all men… It just seems like a false banner. No one group adhears to a standard, and if you think one group does you’re probably racist, sexist, etc. Tl;dr, why is the “not all men” a bullshit argument?

by Wen-JR
I’m so nervous about today.

I have a bunch of new stops, I’m afraid of missing them because I am not familiar with Pearl River/Picayune. I am so nervous I did something I haven’t done in awhile, oversleep to avoid something. It reminded me of college, ew.

Anyways I am up, I have my water and supplies for the day. I just need to remember that today is when I get my favorite lunch of the week. I need to take it slow and everything will be alright.

I am so excited for this weekend, I simply want to spend off of my time holding Gabby. She is so very snuggly and comforting.

I held her for plenty of extra time this morning due to my nervousness, it helped, but now that I am actually about to charge into the day I miss her even more.

Brock needs a vote of confidence. /sigh