Honestly coming to the end of the month is usually stressful with paying bills and all but this month has been hell. Really, its been rough. Between the parents fighting, my best friend’s dad being in a car accident, my sister being in a car accident and my girlfriend’s cousin passing away its been rough. Not to mention the usual work, chores, etc of being an adult. But today is a good day. I feel strong today. I can feel myself growing into an adult, its small, like really small changes. But the concepts I am learning are invaluable. They will be with me for a long long time. Thankfully I have my soul mate backing me up. None of this would be possible without her I honestly believe. I’d be in Oklahoma telling you another story Tumblr.
Also I believe I am receiving pseudo training for having kids haha. Today I come home around noon and my roommate is on the couch snuggling with the cat, and the first thing she does is go “Oh thank god you’re home, I am SOOO hungry… I haven’t had a cig in 6 hours.” Bahah. so I get her in the shower and such then lay her back down for an afternoon nap while I go get us McDonald’s haha. We then proceeded to watch, and severely critique, the season finale of Legend of Korra and then she had a nap followed by going to her computer. (I also gave her a popcicle I made, haha) Of course while she is napping I am folding clothes, putting things in the wash, cleaning the kitchen, etc. Haha. I believe I’ll have to do all this and more when I have kids. This is a good step though, maybe a puppy next? The compounding responsibility is all adulthood really is, until you’re retired then you just chill. Even then its so very doable. Adulthood used to scare me, not so much anymore.
Anyways Tumblr, I have to save for the upcoming first of the month so no awesome stuff, maybe some good hang out time with Gabby. We’re actually getting dating down to a good science. Less money spent, its nice.
“I’m glad mushrooms are against the law, because I took them one time, and you know what happened to me? I laid in a field of green grass for four hours going, “My God! I love everything.” Yeah. Now, if that isn’t a hazard to our country … how are we gonna keep building nuclear weapons, you know what I mean? What’s gonna happen to the arms industry when we realize that we’re all One?”—Bill Hicks (via elige)