Due to some recent contact in my life I had the unfortunate task of seeing the complete mental breakdown of a person. The loss of logic is astounding. It makes me weep for the human race. If there are any more of you, please, take a step back and think. It may hurt but please. It helps. I honestly don’t know what to do. I hope the best for you but if you keep bashing your head against a wall, then whatever.
I’ll move on and continue to grow. I have begun to blossom actually. I am doing so well, my debt is getting under control and I am moving up in the world. My friends are always there for me and supportive of everything I do.
Speaking of my friends I am currently in the middle of a heated discussion about the Star Wars and the problems with it. Haha, on top of that we’re jamming to some Strung Out while Ben fixes his guitar. This is what I love and it makes me so happy. :) Everything will be ok when you’re as awesome as me. :)
This song means a lot to me. Turbulence is afoot. However I will weather this just like everything else. Music, anime, and movies. But most importantly friends. I know they’re there even if its just in my mind I have created such vivid images I can hang out with them without them being here. Its wonderful. Of course nothing beats the real thing.
You have the sudden urge to do the technicolor yawn from old emotions. Today the stage was set for that for me… I honestly was shocked at how things went. I thought was completely over it yet BAM! One small conversation an awkward thought process combined with a few mind altering substances and I am off the wall ready to burst into tears. I honestly don’t know why I feel this way.
The first scientist to completely break down the human emotions and understand them and can make you feel something else on command will be an absolute ge
Waking up next to her is so nice. I mean I have woke up to other women but this one is different. I mean I can’t even begin to describe it. Even if there is no sexual activity its so nice… I just wake up so peaceful. I love it.
This begs the question, what does the connection of men and women do to each other? It obviously changes things. I wonder if there is someone who just studies the interaction. I don’t mean like in marriage but just how we react to each other. Even how we don’t react to each other… Hmm… Oh well, I will look into this eventually, just not right now. Thanks for listening Tumblr. :)
I love them, so much. Just taking into consideration all the lives around me and attempting to understand them. Its nice. The human condition is so sensitive but at the same time it learns and grows, it becomes heartier. It gives me hope. It makes my problems seem trivial because they are all math related. I have been hurt but have hardened to them, others are not so fortunate. I don’t know what makes my survival so easy, but I plan to find out eventually.